Moms

I look up at my mom with regret I feel awful when I yell at her.. its almost like I don't care I love her and I wish I could control the anger I have... I must not let her feel like a nothing I mean why would I want anyone to feel that way see my mom is a very special women and everyday I take her for granted I mean where would I honestly be without her.. on the streets, dead I need to appreciate her more then what I do I mean she did put me in this world shouldn't she be able to take me out. I often think when I have children and they treat me this way how will I feel will I wanna give up? Does my mom wanna give up? I hope not because again idk where I would be without her