My parents fight constantly the divorce is getting rough on me..my dads getting weaker my mom get sneaky... moments with them seem like hours when its only minutes.. I look at the picture and see peace but when I look in the mirror I see fear.. fear of what is to come I may be 18 but its tearing me apart.. mom is a cheater dads a drunk and me I'm hopeless.. I want to end it know my pain and suffering but I need to stay strong :'(